Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Day2 is...

Day 2 is the shadow of DAY 1...and there are probably 2 things you can say about it.
1-I've never seen it before
2-..DO over :-)
lol.....
I'm walking home today ...and according to Google maps it will take me....1 hour 47 minutes..
I will keep you posted. :-)
I will TRY!....TRY! TRY!....NOT to pick up Starbucks...:-)
This is one of those things that I am wildly curious about like....Climbing Mt Kilimanjaro and Antarctica...1 outta 3 ain't bad :-)

CHANGE....

Why is change so hard?
Webster or WiKtionary says change is :
the process of becoming different...the synonym is transformation.
Whoa buddy....I knew that.
My rendition: Change is like those stockings you abhor wearing but it looks oh so proper according to "Mommy southern tradition".And those bad boys get to rolling like water down a wall...and you can't just pull them up from the middle in hopes that they stay up BUT  (if you were taught correctly)..you have to start from the bottom and pull inch by inch,til you progress and the excess is used and now holds you in place.
In case you rolled your eyes...I was trying to say, real change means ADJUSTMENT.I need to adjust certain things.

Well at least I thought it was a great analogy...lol smile with me :-).
So on my journey I am now at DAY 2...Day 1 Would've been last week Friday,but in excuse and all of ex-procrastinator galour,I decided the first day of the work week is better.
So what is my change you may ask? Mmmkay...where do I begin?Well it's mostly the OUTER me..Mh yea I'm a lil UN-pleased.
I feel like I've hit 26 and have not taken full control of anything..not that I need to have control of life ..ultimately that can't happen but with the measly human power given me over this living body :-) grand as it is.I must take care of it.I don't want to wait 'til it's doctor's orders and I'm standing in line in Mexico for cheap meds, since America's health care is...no comment.
The outer me affects the inner me and I can't be walking around unhealthy.
My change is one day at a time.
Deal with the rants and the raves.
You know when you decide to change one thing ..a million other things begin to need a fixin' too.Like a woman without a grocery list in the Supermarket...I have more bags than I can carry.God help me...thank you :-)
I love Him.