Opurtune appt or just a Lesson...?

Soooooo the most random things happen to me...

So...I'm VERY dismissive with men...lol ....Like even if Im attracted to you,I'll totally be like....T-T-Y-L..in your face,this coming from somone who doesnt want to be single forever.

Ok so on my usual Starbukcs run a man tries to talk to me..Nice looking,smooth skin...whatever.He's being very inquisitive ..which btw in NYC is sometimes very stalker ish..lol I let him know he was asking A Lot of questions.I told  him my name was KO KO and i had a bf..(none is true).He said he was Nigerian and was in an R&B group.I said ok :: side eye:: and continued on to order my Caramel Brule latte He asks for my number.I said NO..with a smile.We made a lil small talk,my friend comes in and..HE disappears..SO i google his group when I got back tot he office.

UM....can we say Super star?Dudes a millionaire he and his twin brother have a successful singing group.Platinum ,BET Award winning..and any other accolade you could think of  to rub my face in humble pie,lol.

I kicked myself for awhile because either way I was dishonest and very stand offish(of which my co worker says may be an indwelling issue since there was a similar subject on the most recent Oprah).But anyway.

I turned into the stalker monster and looked up all of the albums ,pretty cool group.Too bad he was so busy getting my info that he didn't tell me his name.So I have no idea which twin it was.He had on a  hat so it could be either one.lol.MY LIFE.All of this after my mentor(who's Nigerian as well) clearly told me(in his voice like God way)..stop being so picky,so off set.

So ladies...take it from me,whether an international R&B singer or the garbage man....dont be so hard ,so guarded,not every man is that one man that you have to shoo away.Be safe but not snobby.Be wise.

I could have just been meant to encourage him,not marry him...lol

Prayer :

"God....lol (who says Lol in prayer?) 

From now on I know better,I knew better last time,but this time I know BETTER.So whether it be him or someone else,I must learn to be honest and just..Let not another opportunity pass by,millionaire or pauper.Amen"

Learn from Me..."Ko Ko"

SMH!

Sigh!

I need to relax....where do you go to just relax?Feel the air against your skin,no ones words violating your space...Just you and God and all he's created?I'm not asking for an invite..just when you're done,let me go there too....
hmm
Sigh...
I hope you week was blessed!
Have a wonderful weekend!

Keoka

Day.....18 or something...

I didn't have Starbucks I had regular coffee.Society makes you handicap..I utterly detest making coffee myself...Like...who does this  but Moms and teachers?I like my coffee from a  menu and made with my name on the cup...Now i have to do it myself??BUDGET....BUDGET!

Are you lauging at me???
lol
STOP IT! LOL
Have a wonder-FULL weekend!

Day 3...

Day 1-....YUM
Day 2- Dumm
Day 3-.........ummmmmmmmmmm
The walk was great!
I discovered a forever 21 on 46th!I didn't go in of course!I also noticed that tourists travel in droves and have no idea that this day called TODAY ,they are NOT the only people on earth.Tourists make me feel like there has been a  sudden increase in world population.Living in one of the biggest cities I don't see how over crowding still ANNOYS my soul.
Yes!
I'm pissed metro card prices are rising!Are you frickin' kidding me!I am going to be paying EXTRA of my hard earned moolah to rub  butts with a big hipped man?!!!!???
Ugh!
Where are the protests??I'm there.. front line....yelling: "NO ! NO!...."(fill in the blank)..lol
Back to my trip..here are a few pics.

See the nice GPS on my phone?????How cool?!Apparently,I burned only 576 calories,walked nearly 4 miles(its stopped at 92nd street for some reason..I think because it felt me stop in Starbucks to pee....and then my throat got dry..so I got hot apple Juice...ugh ok Apple Cider)...so it didn't count the steps after...
But it said..I burned 5 Bananas...lol ;-)


EL Fin.

Day2 is...

Day 2 is the shadow of DAY 1...and there are probably 2 things you can say about it.
1-I've never seen it before
2-..DO over :-)
lol.....
I'm walking home today ...and according to Google maps it will take me....1 hour 47 minutes..
I will keep you posted. :-)
I will TRY!....TRY! TRY!....NOT to pick up Starbucks...:-)
This is one of those things that I am wildly curious about like....Climbing Mt Kilimanjaro and Antarctica...1 outta 3 ain't bad :-)

CHANGE....

Why is change so hard?
Webster or WiKtionary says change is :
the process of becoming different...the synonym is transformation.
Whoa buddy....I knew that.
My rendition: Change is like those stockings you abhor wearing but it looks oh so proper according to "Mommy southern tradition".And those bad boys get to rolling like water down a wall...and you can't just pull them up from the middle in hopes that they stay up BUT  (if you were taught correctly)..you have to start from the bottom and pull inch by inch,til you progress and the excess is used and now holds you in place.
In case you rolled your eyes...I was trying to say, real change means ADJUSTMENT.I need to adjust certain things.

Well at least I thought it was a great analogy...lol smile with me :-).
So on my journey I am now at DAY 2...Day 1 Would've been last week Friday,but in excuse and all of ex-procrastinator galour,I decided the first day of the work week is better.
So what is my change you may ask? Mmmkay...where do I begin?Well it's mostly the OUTER me..Mh yea I'm a lil UN-pleased.
I feel like I've hit 26 and have not taken full control of anything..not that I need to have control of life ..ultimately that can't happen but with the measly human power given me over this living body :-) grand as it is.I must take care of it.I don't want to wait 'til it's doctor's orders and I'm standing in line in Mexico for cheap meds, since America's health care is...no comment.
The outer me affects the inner me and I can't be walking around unhealthy.
My change is one day at a time.
Deal with the rants and the raves.
You know when you decide to change one thing ..a million other things begin to need a fixin' too.Like a woman without a grocery list in the Supermarket...I have more bags than I can carry.God help me...thank you :-)

I love Him.

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Guess what??????????
Im on Etsy NOOOOW!!!