Friday, August 27, 2010

Heart

Dear Heart,
                The things you feel confuse me
Dear God,

        ....unravel the mess that it is tangled up like christmas tree lights in me,You're the only one I have truly fallin in love with
Don't know the reasons for infatuation,lending my emotions to those pleasantly waiting
Yet so unattached I move like a bag on a conveyor belt
How does this work?Its been the same seems like all of my life,the tracks of my tears wondering if I shall be a wife
Feeling pleasantly peasant-ly dibbling and dabbling with the thought of the worth of me...
The worth of me..thinking about the outer me so they can see the inner me..still persuaded by the hymns of beauty from the lips of the unworthy.
God I scream from the top of my lungs.....what's the deal with me???
I sit and my mind goes in and out with the thoughts of him..."Him" being whomever has won the gaze of my eye...
With a false sense of friendship..I'm STILL swooned by looks and STILL misunderstand ..God please help me...
Dear heart,

      ...you're deceitful...you hold memories of emotions passed...you divide the truth
You tell the mind what to look for...
    Dear heart,
            you are a mighty warrior
You pick your battles BUT go in willing to lose 
Blinded by desire you still choose
Oh this heart of mine,with a shell like a nut ,you long to be opened,free from assumptions
Yet you go ahead of me..clogging this head on me..

Fogging the the light embedded in me..
You make me act a fool and reveal feelings..false feelings..YOU are filled with scrambled up waves,misconceptions and false ideas
I blame me...I fill you with the world and have not guarded you,so now you control me....
Heart You're deceitful above all things,but I think I taught you the false song you sing.
Ke

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